~morrigun

OK, so i've been on hiatus and I will continue that for a little bit longer until i find a scanner. In the meantime, while you're waiting, here is an absolutely AMAZING coloring job of my lily/snape picture done by

SO AMAZING! OMG


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Hi kids, so I haven't been updating/visiting Dev art lately because I don't have a subscription and i hate clicking on each deviation in order to see it.. I also don't have a lot of things drawn that I even remotely like....

There are a lot of other things that are currently going on in my life which are taking over all of my energies emotionally and physically. I'm upset and feeling broken.

That's all i want to say about it at the moment.

HELLO LOVLIES!

I'm procrastinating the shit out of the library computers right now. (Yes you can procrastinate the shit out of something.)

So I'm on my final projects right now, one of which is a 6 page comic about sexual abuse, the bum fuck middle of nowhere and monsters... be excited... no not really, it's not very good.

In said project I have undertaken the task of learning how to photoshop color in 2 days.... probably a mistake. I get super stressed out. I have to print 15 copies and give them to my class members... we shall see how this works out.

I also have a life size self portrait of myself more or less nekkid. For that one I need to create a background, shade my cloak thing, darken my body...

<slash>In addition to the portrait I have to write a 6 page paper on... life drawing... and my experience in this class, which would not be that difficult except for the fact that I really don't think I learned or improved all that much. This was no fault of the teacher (who is an amazing teacher,) it's just due to the fact that it is very hard to learn much of anything in a 10 week course... The only real way you get better at life drawing is practice... that's all there is to it. You need a live model and to practice... thats it. </slash>

I also have a 2 page paper on comparing and contrasting 2 stories from this huge book. Easy, but I don't have time.

Should I have sushi? I don't know.

Haha, I'm so clever.

So kiddies, please don't hate me because I haven't responded! I've had a bit of a life lately and I haven't been responding to comments or favorites but I really DO appreciate it! I love you all and I think you're fantastic.

In other news, I just got back from a FANTASTIC trip to New York filled with drugs and debauchery. This trip made me realize just how much I miss New York and my friends who inhabit it. Jesse is just as... Jesse like as ever. Hilarious, antagonizing, clever... I have never met anyone quite like him and I doubt I ever will. Maria is still one of the best people I know. I can laugh for hours with her. We met a remarkable homeless man and his friends. Chris will be immortalized forever. Lily is as hospitable and as lovely as ever. I missed everything about her. The three of them make me feel more... loved? not the best word... but I'll use it until i can think of a better one.... than I ever thought I could.

I miss them. I miss new york. I miss every single moment of my time spent over the past years.... even though there were parts that weren't good. I still miss it.

ANYWAY.... I am officially going to portland on August 9th! *dance* There I will meet up with another person who I miss, love and care deeply for... probably more than almost anyone in this world.

I'm taking Life drawing, Intro to Sequential and Composition. I am going to be so stressed. I might have to quit tantra

OMG THANK YOU!!!!! Whoever renewed my subscription, you're amazing, I love you! If you want, I'll draw you something ^.^ anything. YAY!

MY SUBSCRIPTION EXPIRED!!! BOOOOOO! This job needs to get under way so i can pay for another. Anyone love me THAT much?! Hehe

OK seriously, Disturbed, what the fuck does that song even mean? 'C'mon, get up, get down with the Sickness?' Disturbed is one of those bands that sounds sort of fun, but their lyrics make absolutely NO sense whatsoever. Linkin Park anyone? They're quite similar in that respect.

I'm so sick, its terrible. I feel like my throat is going to explode and my brain is going to boil.

Anyway.... SCAD is great, Savannah is not. Making friends is near impossible when you come in at the middle of the year. I've made some, but none of them are what I consider REALLY CLOSE OMG FUCKING AWESOME I LOVE YOU FOR LIFE!!!!???!!! Like i had back at SLC. I miss New York and all that it brought me. I'm just looking for someone to do work with, to wander around savannah with, to 'art' with, to go to coffee shops with, who share my interests or who have interesting interests, go to the beach with. I haven't found anyone I feel really comfortable with. These things take time.

Also, I never really appreciated how ridiculously liberal my education has been up to this point. EVERYONE here wears their religion on their sleeves, and it definitely creeps into the education system. My art history teacher is incredibly bias and presents facts in a very... conservative way and I just can't take it. OK, I'm not saying that I have a major problem with people having religion, its just not something I could ever have. I respect and appreciate those who are religious and do not propagate their way of thinking on others. I'm far too logical to believe in most types of religion. Spirituality, sure. I have yet to explore spirituality deeply without religion... I don't know if its all that important to me. People introduce certain ideas into my head and a lot of the time it's just not the type of stuff I can agree with. With Christianity I cannot understand how one can believe that an all powerful being is the dictator and reason for everything that happens in one's life. I also don't agree with a lot of the dogma that goes along with certain branches of christianity... but thats a whole other journal entry entirely.... I have yet to see proof of anything else in this world other than the scientific explanations for things that have been proven to be true. With other religions, in particular, eastern religions, I don't know that much about them. i have heard some and that some I'm still unsure about. If someone would care to enlighten me, I'm quite willing to listen.

uh huh, ill shut up about controversial stuff now....


Life is strange. I don't know how I feel about everything at the moment. I need to go do something exciting.